You suffer in silence for so long, walking through the motions, feeling lost but knowing that your heartache has a purpose...and then there comes a day where you wake up, and just like that, everything is okay. I don't know how to describe it any other way. It's almost like not caring...but really it's understanding. It's acceptance. It's letting go of the anger that turned into depression. And all of sudden you allow yourself to be happy, to feel, to live. You realize that you deserve it. I still don't know the place that choreography has in my heart right now. But it doesn't scare me anymore to have the unknown. I'm enjoying just living. Here are some words of wisdom that I've heard lately that has helped me on this journey...
"I stopped. I stopped for 10 years...I just didn't want to do it anymore. But it's okay, because now I have the love again...now I'm having a lot of fun."
"There are people that I call "dream stealers". They just want to take your dreams away. Don't let them. Don't give up. You can do it."
"The best day of your life is the one on which you decide that your life is your own. No apologies, no excuses. No one to lean on, rely on, or blame. The gift is yours - it is an amazing journey - and you alone are responsible for the quality of it. This is the day your life really begins."
Thank you to these wise individuals. I'm learning...
Here's a few snapshots of my day. Loving life...
